So tired in the recent days, worry about many things and have a feeling that I have losed my way in life.
Some people talk to me I was crazy. Because I have missed many opportunities in my life. Reject a high-salary job 2 years ago, delay many subjects in the school just because a small contest, reject to work for a big company like Google....and so on. For me, just one reason, because I don't like them, I didn't feel happy when doing that. And I always think they are right decision.
But why am I now? Why I don't have the courage like 2 or 3 years ago? Why I am afraid of many things and why I cannot be confident about myself anymore? I wish I could be ...me serveral years ago, so that I can make decision easily but ....I cannot .
I have increased my awareness so much in recent years, realize many things and realize that it's not easy to live in this society. I'm afraid of Vietnamese, have doubt about them. I don't know why Vietnamese is so bad. They always consider about themself, always try to earn more money, earn more reputation without caring about people around them.
Perhaps I'm having stress . I need time for retirement. There are too many things happend to me so that I cannot process. Stop writing now, it's time for me to listen to some music.
Chủ Nhật, 2 tháng 7, 2006
10:39 Ngon Pham 6 comments